Today, in this moment, I am really feeling the need or calling to write and express the messages I have been receiving recently about life, and well without a better way to say it, “living it”. I feel this need to put into perspective my own priorities and the overwhelming desire to put first the things that matter most.
We often spend a lifetime in a process that is preparing us for something and that something is usually later and farther down the road of life. I am getting a deep, deep, desire and knowing that we are here to BE the process. We are here to fill our moments and days with the things that truly matter most. The playground of life is here for our picking and we need to PICK! We can make choices that truly brings us significance, meaning and beautiful moments as members of life expressing itself.
I personally, am moving away from being a physical being and reacting on earth, and more into having a deeper connection with my spirit. I find myself observing more and engaging less. I let spirit move me. Like right now while I am typing this and listening to soothing music and I gaze out the kitchen window to see the sun bouncing off the wet leaves of fall’s frost melting and I feel myself one with it all. The music, the leaves and I are all dancing to the same beat orchestrated through my divine self.
It may seem cliché but if we can look at our lives from the end, it is easy to see what matters most.
Imagine what that would look like.
There is nothing we need to be or do or have and there is nowhere to get to. When I remember this from that divine space within myself, I absolutely know what is significant for me. It becomes so simple yet so exciting. I know that what matters most to me is love, peace, harmony, nature, my writing and expressing, preparing food to nourish and nurture my body and soul, laughing, loving and just being.
I recognize that I have spent much of my life handling ‘things’ and ‘stuff’ and at this point I feel that I want to release a lot of that and be free to live more from the movement of my soul. I am understanding more that the stuff, the titles, and the ego’s quests are not my soul’s priority. I know I am here to make a difference and that is simply because I am here and there is no other requirement except showing up and being my authentic self. I believe that this is true for all of us. However, I am passionate about life and that gives me my purpose.
I have this renewed sense of making the moments count. It is like “Wow, I can’t believe I have not made use of my life’s moments doing the things that make me the most happy?” I see it so clearly now and at least in this moment. It comes and goes, which is why I like to write my feelings down when they express themselves and I am feeling like I am ‘getting it’. lol
There are so many things we’ could’ or ‘should’ be doing as we all tell ourselves but in this moment, for me, the most significant thing was to write out my thoughts about this and express myself and I am doing it and it feels so right. I want to listen to this inner voice more and to hear the callings of my soul. I want to remember that we are creators and life is just a big canvas with which to create our souls callings and to have the grandest adventure or the simplest solitude and it’s all good.
May you go today, led by your spirit and remember to question what matters most for you and to honour the deepest voice within you. It always speaks, but it is our job to listen and to dance to the beat and drum of our heart’s desires.
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